Lollapalooza day 3...

This was a slow day for us as we really only wanted to see Saul Williams and Nine Inch Nails in the evening. First up was Saul Williams in the afternoon.


Saul Williams.


Saul Williams.

Saul is a spoken word/poet/metal guy whose latest album was produced by Trent Reznor of Nine Inch Nails. While watching Saul play a smoking set I noticed that 20 feet away from me to my right, behind a fence, was Trent himself. I waved and smiled and he smiled and nodded back to me. I snapped a few pix. My daughter and I were both pleased at that little encounter....


Trent Reznor.


Trent Reznor.

Nine Inch Nails, my favourite group since about 1992, put on a spectacular show. Musically and visually is was nothing short of stunning. Just before the show started I somewhat reluctantly agreed to let my daughter disappear in the throngs on NIN fans as she really wanted to get up close. After the show we met at the pre-arranged meeting spot and man, she looked like a drowned rat. She was beaming happy though as she made it to front row.


Nine Inch Nails.


Nine Inch Nails.


Nine Inch Nails.


Nine Inch Nails.


Nine Inch Nails.


Nine Inch Nails.

Over all it was one fantastic trip. Several times my daughter told me it was the best weekend of her life. As a parent I guess you can't get much better than that. And then after a good night's sleep at the hotel we headed out to the bus terminal for our trip back to Toronto. And I was already getting psyched up for seeing NIN at the next show on their tour in Toronto at the Air Canada Centre with my just turned 12 year old son. It's his first time to see NIN and his birthday present. The Toronto show will be my 4th time catching NIN live and each time it gets better. More on the Toronto show in another post....

After both my daughter and I having such a great time it left us wondering who's going to be on the stages for next year's Lollapalooza....

Photos taken by me in Chicago.

Lollapalooza day 2...

This is the day we were waiting for. Rage Against The Machine tonight!! Long time favourite band of mine and my daughter's. The band only plays one or two festivals a year now so getting an opportunity to see them is pretty rare. And they were the main reason we traveled to Chicago. The fact that Nine Inch Nails was playing there as well was just the icing on the cake....

Before heading to the park though we stopped by another Chicago park - Millennium Park, to the see The Bean - also know by it's official name Cloud Gate.


Cloud Gate - "The Bean"

We spent most of the afternoon checking out different bands. My daughter went to see an emo band she likes - Brand New while I went to see an incredible Canadian talent Serena Ryder. I managed to be front row against the stage and got lots of photos and videos of her playing. She played a 45 minute set and she rocked!!


Serena Ryder.

Another band I saw but didn't take any pix of was a New Jersey based group called Steel Train. They were really, really good. Sounded like an updated Bruce Sprinsteen on steroids. Great set.


Waiting for Rage Against The Machine.

Rage Against The Machine was without a doubt the most intense, crowed, wild show I have ever attended. Lollapalooza boasted a complete sell out this year - first time in its' history. 75,000 per day. Well, on Saturday night more than 50,000 of those people went to see Rage. It was pretty scary at one point as all movement was at the mercy of the crowd. The band even stopped the show midway through the 3rd song, People Of The Sun, imploring people to move back 10 steps as people were passing out and getting injured up front. There were 2 or 3 more stoppages during the set as the crowd was fucking nuts for these guys. Even the head of security for the whole event came on stage to talk to the band and audience. He said if we didn't move back and stop pushing they would have no choice but to end the show.

Below is a crowd shot of Rage courtesy of the Lollapalooza web site. I added a small red x to the left of the sound tent to show where my daughter and I were in the crowd.


Official Lollapalooza Photo by Dave Mead.


Rage Against The Machine.


Rage Against The Machine.

In the end it was all good and my daughter and I were both just over the moon that we finally got to see Rage in concert. After the show the crowd spilled out on the streets of Chicago taking over completely. It was amazing. And in the most crowed subway car I've ever been in the entire car spontaneously broke out singing a bunch of old R&B songs. It was a total blast....


RATM fans taking over the streets of Chicago.

Photos taken by me in Chicago unless otherwise noted.

Chicago, Lollapalooza day 1...

Got to Chicago way early, 4:00am, as the bus changed routes last minute and didn't stop at a couple Cities. Hung around the bus terminal until places were open and then went out and explored downtown Chicago. Had a great breakfast at Lou Mitchell's - advertising the world's best coffee - I don't know about that but it was damn good. Then wandered around some more and went up the Sears Tower to the 103rd floor observation deck. Took lots of photos and just enjoyed exploring somewhere new to us. Man, Chicago is one big ass city....






Sculpture inside the Sears Tower honouring Engineers who designed the building.

After checking into our hotel and catching a shower and a nap we headed back into town and to Lollapalooza. Grant Park is great place. Huge park nearly 1 mile (1.6 kilometers) from end to end. In the afternoon we caught a bit of the Racontours but quite honestly, we found them to be boring. We walked around the park just checking the place out and people watching. Radiohead was playing in the evening so we chilled out on the grass and listened & watched the show. Great light show they put on. Fairly mellow almost ambient music.






The Racontours.

Met some funny drunk guys from Quebec and instantly got into a Leafs versus Canadiens hockey discussion - much to the chagrin of the two American girls with the guys. It was all good though. We were all laughing and found that we were all there mainly to see Rage Against The Machine on the next night. Must be a Canadian thing as we met another couple from Toronto in the Rage crowd who came just for Rage as well. Good musical taste north of the border I guess....




Radiohead.

Photos taken by me in Chicago.

Lollapalooza bound...

Just getting ready to head out to catch the Greyhound bus to Chicago and Lollapalooza 2008. Looking forward to seeing Radiohead, Rage Against The Machine and my favourite Nine Inch Nails. Lots more to see I'm sure once we get there. 130+ bands, 7 stages, 3 days.... 

Lets just hope we don't get decapitated on the bus ride there.... 

I can't have a bitch for a boyfriend...

A couple at staying at my neighbours' place last night were very intoxicated, very angry, and very loud. Randy & Diane, as we heard them call each other, went at it from around 1:15am to 2:00am and again an hour later. They were sitting in the kitchen which faces the street and the windows were wide open. They were in-your-face loud in an area that is very quiet at that time of night. 

In her own drunken, stupid way Diane was giving Randy such serious shit, just bitch slapping his sorry self. Every now and then he'd pipe up with some stupid defensive insult in a completely slurred whine. Sample conversation:

Diane: You are a total loser. I don't know why I stayed with you this long. You're a crackhead, unemployed whining bitch. And I'm not going to pay your bills.

Randy: (very slurred) You're a fuckin' loser...

Later on....

Diane: You never once bought me any little trinket to say you love me. Not a single gold trinket to say you love me. Not a single silver trinket to say you love me....

Randy: (very, very slurred) You know why I never bought nothing? 'Cause I got you high. Uh huh.

And a little later on....

Diane:You know what your problem is? I'll tell you what you problem is. You're a whiny fucking bitch. That's all you do is bitch and whine all fucking day. And I can't have a bitch for a boyfriend....

Randy: (very, very slurred) You're a fuckin' crackhead loser....

My S.O. and I couldn't help but listen as they woke us out of sound sleeps. So listen we did. And laugh. It was like having our very own private Jerry Springer show. My S.O. was surprised at just how stupid and mundane these people were. She didn't think people like that really existed.... Unfortunately, I wasn't surprised at all. But I'm cynical.... 

And I laughed my ass off at Diane's "bitch for a boyfriend" comment. Still chuckling this morning. Even the kids thought it was funny.

Seems the old adage is updated: Hell hath no fury like a women drunk....

Hurry up and wait part II...

I posted a few weeks back about swollen, painful lymph nodes and other symptoms I had been experiencing. Well, all seemed to be tied to a bacterial infection of some kind that was cleared up with antibiotics.

Or so I thought....

Since Sunday past the lymph nodes under my left arm have swelled up again and are even more painful than last time. So I'm off on vacation after work today and first thing on the vacation agenda is a trip to the doctor's office. At this point I don't care what the problem is I just want it cleared up.

Hurry up and wait - motto of my place of employment and my health issues.... Bleh.

How many drummers does it take to change a lightbulb?...

Interesting article from the BBC about a study that found rock n' roll drummers "requires the stamina of a Premiership footballer...."

Seems footballers (soccer for North Americans) play approximately 40 to 50 games over 12 months and rock drummers can play over 100 concerts 90 minutes in length over the course of a tour. Rock drummers heart rates, averaging 140-150 bpm during a concert (and peaking at 190 bpm), and the amount of calories burned per show, 400-600 are very impressive considering all the hype around sex, drugs and rock n' roll....

Not to mention the plethora of drummer jokes out there...

Insomnia sucks...

Going on two weeks now that I haven't slept past 4:00am - no matter what time I crash at. My sleeping patterns seem to go through fairly regular cycles of change but I could always count on a week at most of sleeplessness and then things would go back to normal. Things would stay that way for a month or so and then begin the cycle again. But not this time so far....

This so sucks. Tried all the regular remedies to no avail. Tried some prescription sleeping pills that had zero effect - even when I took 3 of them at once.

I'll have to try Insomnia Tip #32 from the page noted above....

I hate insomnia....

Bleh.

Why so serious?...

If you are in any way a Batman fan go see Batman The Dark Knight. Best movie yet of the Batman franchise. The Joker is truly one of the best big screen-psychos I've seen. Thoroughly enjoyed the film and plan on seeing it at least once more on a big screen...

Memorable quote from Alfred:

Some men just want to watch the world burn.

Photos from Official Bat site.

Alien birth scene...

Great image from Today's Toronto Star. Peter Howell, movie critic, picked the alien birth scene from 1979's Alien as his favourite movie moment...



If you were in one of the original audiences seeing Alien first time around then you will surely agree with this quote:

Everyone had been caught completely by surprise. We were all scared out of our minds.

Great movie.

Photo from Toronto Star.

What happens when...

What does one do when in a position of seemingly haven gotten everything one asked for, but then begins to realize that what was asked for isn't really what is wanted after all?

BBC Day In Pictures...

Nice image from the BBC's Day In Pictures (photo #6).



From the BBC site:

A man appears to be wading out to sea to welcome a tall ship as it approaches Liverpool, England. The figure is actually part of sculptor Antony Gormley's Another Place installation.

Slut culture...

Interesting article by Antonia Zerbisias from Tuesday July 15th's Toronto Star entitled "When men lose, women also suffer the loss". Most of the article is an interview with U.S. columnist/author Kathleen Parker. Her book Save The Males deals with how western society has "created a new generation of child-men, perpetual adolescents who see no point in growing up...."

Sidebar to the article quote:

The rise of America's slut culture would seem, on the one hand, a boon to males, whose legendary attraction to visual stimulation has rarely been so eagerly indulged. On the other hand, the sight of so much flesh from coffee through cocktails must be discombobulating, especially to young males who report being perpetually aroused. Such males may be forgiven if they're not sure when greeted by a comely lass whether to grab a sword or a sheath – of the latex variety.

I don't normally agree with U.S. conservative writers but I think are some good points in what she says.... I may even read her book. Maybe get my S.O. to read it as well....

Actually, I just wanted be able to post something with the title Slut culture....

Hellboy II...

Took my oldest and youngest to see Hellboy II: The Golden Army today. A totally fun movie if you're into suspend your belief supernatural Hellspawn, demons, trolls, elves and the nastiest tooth fairies you even seen....

Best movie quote from the evil baby growth thing attached to other creature:

"I'm not a baby. I'm a tumor."

Proof that God exists and has a sense of humor...

From Fake Steve Jobs:

Jesse Helms and Bozo the Clown, dead on the same day. Nice work, O Great One. I honor the place where your sick sense of humor and my own become one.

Too bad.... I'm going to miss Bozo....

'Fake' priest exposed at Vatican...

From the BBC:

A man posing as a priest has been caught trying to hear confessions in St Peter's Basilica in the Vatican, a judge in the city-state has said.

Well, at least he wasn't trying to molest Choirboys.... Speaking of things Papal - this Pope Benedict guy seems a little too Liberace like if you ask me....

Summertime...

Nothing says summer to me like a BBQ dinner on the beach. We cooked up a big meal of wings, veggie-kabobs, veggies, pasta salad and a bumble berry pie (bought fresh from a local farmer) and took it all 15 minutes up the road to the beach. Had a great feast there with family & kids friends and then a nice long swim afterward.... I just love sitting on the beach people watching. And what a perfect weekend it was for the beach. All the local beaches were the most crowded I've seen them this season. Still about half the regular boat traffic compared to previous years though. Not that I'm complaining....

Red, red wine.... Had several glasses of a nice South Australian Shiraz after we got back home. Doctor's orders that I have a glass of red wine a day. So if one glass a day is good for me then several glasses a day must be even better - yeah, that's how it works....

Better stop at the liquor store on the way home....

Heron on dock...

Photo taken by me on a walk by the lake.

Sunshine...

          

Photos taken by me on a walk by the lake.

Jonathan Livingston Seagull...

Photos taken by me on a walk by the lake.

Bird on a wire...

Photos taken by me on walks by the lake.

Return To Forever...

Saw reunited 70's jazz fusion greats Return To Forever last night. Last time the band played together was 25 years ago. You'd never know it. They played phenomenally. 2+ hours of instrumental music performed by four incredibly great musicians. The band seemed like they were really having fun on stage - lots of smiles and the crowd was 100% into the music. There must have been 5 spontaneous standing ovations during the show. Superhuman is all I can say about the chops of Misters Corea, Clarke, Di Meola & White. Rumours of a possible new album to come as well. What an all around fun night.

Best quote of the night from drummer Lenny White. When talking to the crowd about the importance of instrumental music in our disposable music industry times:

"In an era of boy bands, we're a man band."

George Carlin RIP...

I saw George Carlin live when I was 16 or 17 at what was then named the O'Keefe Centre in downtown Toronto. Very, very funny show. I remember the outcry from his 70's Class Clown comedy LP featuring the 7 Words You Can't Say On TV. My mother was one of the outraged.... A wonderful quote from him:

"The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. I mean, life is tough. It takes up a lot of your time. What do you get at the end of it? A Death! What’s that, a bonus? I think the life cycle is all backwards. You should die first, get it out of the way. Then you live in an old age home. You get kicked out when you’re too young, you get a gold watch, you go to work. You work forty years until you’re young enough to enjoy your retirement. You do drugs, alcohol, you party, you get ready for high school. You go to grade school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last nine months floating …and you finish off as an orgasm."

May 12, 1937 - June 22, 2008 R.I.P.

Hurry up and wait...

Been a while since I posted here even though I initially wanted to post at least one item daily.... Oh well c'est la vie. Haven't been in the right/write frame of mind lately....

Been having some health issues the last few weeks that finally came to a head with me going to see our family doctor. I hate going to the doctor with a passion so for me to voluntarily make an appointment (actually three appointments now) you know I'm feeling shitty. I'm waiting for the results from the first two appointments of being poked, prodded and scanned to the tune of 2 urine samples, 10 vials of blood and 2 upper body x-rays. Apparently my blood pressure was also through the roof. Still have to go for an ultrasound and a couple of more appointments in the coming weeks as well. In the meantime I'm on antibiotics and Lorazepam (the latter for insomnia). My Doctor, who I must acknowledge is an amazing human being, is not sure what the actual problem is yet - other than the physical signs of swollen, painful lymph nodes under my right arm and general discomfort/abdominal pain. And me? I'm in that hurry up and wait stage. Seems there are several diagnostic possibilities ranging from medium concern to, well, let's not go there just yet....

In sunnier news, yesterday I spent a nice Saturday afternoon with my family and mother to celebrate my daughter's 17th birthday. I can't believe the little tiny pink bundle I drove home from the hospital is now 17. I remember her birth and childhood like it was yesterday.... I made a chocolate cheesecake for her - seems my cheesecake has become a family favourite for birthdays. It was a good, relaxing time. What an amazingly beautiful, smart, funny young woman she has become - brings tears of joy to my eyes....

Haven't been doing much photography lately as I haven't been out for any walks in the last week or so. Hopefully get out sometime this week and take some more shots. Speaking of photography - I found the most amazing photo-blog; The Big Picture, run by The Boston Globe. Click on any picture to load several images related to the main image with lots of descriptive text. I've become addicted to this site - the images are no less than spectacular.... I should also point out that I found the site through John Gruber's always engaging Daring Fireball blog.

Information wants to be free...

The Harper government introduced Bill C-61 today. It's the long threatened copyright amendments Bill. CBC news has coverage here.

Money quote:

"People caught downloading music or video files illegally could also be sued for a maximum of $500, but uploading a file to a peer-to-peer network or YouTube could result in lawsuits of $20,000 per file."

Michael Geist, University of Ottawa prof, and noted critic of the government's Bill C-61, has a good analysis of the Bill here. According to Mr. Geist looking at the controversial American DMCA copyright law versus Canadian Bill C-61 he says that 

"The digital lock provisions are worse than the DMCA. Yes - worse."

There is a full version of BIll C-61 available here.

Burning steeple...

Amazing image from the BBC Day in Pictures of 700 year old Evangelist church in the Romanian city of Bistrita burning.

More Apocalypse Culture Tarot...

Garfield minus Garfield...

Online Garfield minus Garfield comic strip with Garfield removed leaving his owner alone in the comic strips with original dialogue left intact. Very entertaining in a disjointed, distopian way.... To quote the website: 

Who would have guessed that when you remove Garfield from the Garfield comic strips, the result is an even better comic about schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, and the empty desperation of modern life? Friends, meet Jon Arbuckle. Let’s laugh and learn with him on a journey deep into the tortured mind of an isolated young everyman as he fights a losing battle against loneliness in a quiet American suburb.

Who wouldn't like a comic about " schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, and the empty desperation of modern life?" Nothing like laughing at the misfortune of others.... Well worth the read....

How to hide an iPhone purchase...

Amusing post from Cult of Mac blog blending tech toys & spousal navigation tricks.... The reader comments are worth reading as well. 

Country road and water bird...

Photos taken by me on a walk by the lake.

Church rooftop...

Photo taken by me on a walk by the lake.

Tower and trees...

Photo taken by me on a walk by the lake.

Waves...

Photos taken by me on a walk by the lake.

Apocalypse Culture Tarot...

Some images from the Apocalypse Culture Tarot deck I'm working on. Been a multi-year, therapeutic endeavor. Still not complete, don't know if it ever will be, but it's a fun distraction.... From my notes about the origins of this deck (circa Dec. 1998):

Inspiration for the Apocalypse Culture Tarot deck comes from living in North American culture at a time when, approaching the new millennium, we seem more than ever obsessed with death. 

This, combined with my affinity towards things of the dark nature or unknown, and my curiosity with the Tarot in general, I thought why not set about learning Adobe Photoshop by creating my own personalized Tarot deck. 

For the artwork I either created an image from scratch or simply appropriated one what I needed from public sources and combined those images into collages or an individual image. The Apocalypse Culture Tarot deck was brought to life on December 11, 1998 with the creation of the first card, which was Death of course.

Key 13 Death - the image used here is titled Stickman & Amiryllus by Toronto artist Mark Adair. This is part of a larger coffin piece of Mark's titled Chaise Longue. The beautifully rendered repulsiveness of a brutal skeletal rape / death scene presented itself as the only logical philosophical / aesthetic choice for this, the most misunderstood card of the Tarot deck.

Key 6 The Lovers - The main image used was of a painting found on the Internet. A man, a woman and a skeleton. There is an embrace, dependence, need and helplessness in the figures. Much like the experience of real lovers. The sense of helplessness seemed to fit the overall mood or theme of the deck.

More to come later....

For the Geeks....from 1998 to present all digital work done with the following:

Apple 300Mhz G3 iBook (clamshell)

Apple 700Mhz G3 iBook (white)

Apple 12" 867Mhz G4 Powerbook

Apple 12" 1.5Ghz G4 Powerbook

Apple dual 2Ghz G5 desktop

Adobe Photoshop 6 thru CS3

Canon A85 4.0 megapixel digital camera

Strong silent type...

Very interesting article on the CBC website about a study to be published in the June issue of the Journal of Consulting and Clinical Psychology that states "People who bottle up may fare better after trauma..." I've long thought this was true....

Money quote:

"They found those who didn't express their feelings were better off than the subjects who articulated their thoughts and expressed emotions."

To Do List
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